hahs! pls lah. if i was straight forward, things would go out of hand. trust mi lor, wad 'we dun mind any comments, anything u dunlike bout us, say. straightforward, beta den i guess u, u guess me?..'? u'll still mind anyway. things will get worst.

but yea, u wan mi to say. den i say.

stop acting like u care. coz u dun. stop actin as if u noe mi inside out lah. coz u dun. not at all.

i dun wan to bear a grudge. but u made mi do it. ever since i've seem ur other sides. the self centered sides. the part tat the world onli revolves around u two n no one else.

n pls lah huh. i noe ray not our klass ppl. but hav u ever tot y i'd ask him to follow whenever i go out wif u all? reason is coz simply, i'd get ps if he doesnt come along. n even if he minds, i'd still have to force him along lor. den wad if i get ps, wad m i supposed to do? follow blindly? u think it's fun? hah! TRY IT URSELF. n pls lah, if u're not even considerate bout others, or even my feelings, den no matter wad i say doesnt make a diff lor. stop faking lah. but since u're all the good guys, n i'm the bad, no point saying any others since everyone's gonna side u two since u're the perfect ones anyway.

y i dun bother toking anymore? coz wadeva i say doesnt matter. so wad's the point of mi saying anything. everyone listens to u. it's like without u two they cant make any decisions. so wad's the point? wad's the point of asking anyone anything anymore when it's onli one person making the decision? dictatorship? hah! i dun see any point to tok anymore. there's nothing to tok.

the least u can do is be considerate bout others. eg on fiona's celebration.

ugly. fcuking ugly. sucha ugly world.

chatted wif ilhammi. nice chat wif him. least i noe someone's standin on MY side.